
Hi. Haven't been here for long.
My mood has been up and down, up and down... Well, worse than a roller coaster. No idea what's wrong with me either, I think I need a psychiatrist soon.
Anyway, attended a chalet specially for some of the yishun guys who were enlisting. So kinda obvious PL was gone that night. Didn't stay throughout thou, bb came to fetch me to his place cuz its nearby.
Then it was a school week again.
Yada yada yada.
Did I mention I hate sch? Honestly I think its not much of school but more of the examinations and travelling time.
Fuck.
Me and my big mouth about wanting to go back to studying 5 months ago.
And ytd, went for Gina's bday bbq.
Had some booze w the boyfriend at night too. Kinda tipsy and knocked out.
Sigh I hate being this way.
I hate it that I think too deeply and too much about stuff.
Can't afford for this to be a mistake.
Teach me how to stress less and be happier please, someone.
Hug me, assure me, love me.
Miss the feeling of being a priority
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